Life is like this.

Humans and complains, and yes, I'm one of them.


Today, I just don't know where I am as a paramedic.
I'm not there yet to be a level 2 paramedic, yet people are seeing me as one.
Studying is easy, if only you tell yourself that study is not a must, but a want.
And I'm trying today.
My theory is very bad.......... i just need someone to puuuuush me to study!
Cause I don't want to drop half way.
Do I ?
 

Oh yeah, 4th November today.

My little friend has forgotten about my birthday this year, again.
Does that mean, she has totally forgotten about me, too?



Then tonight, I'm hoping to have good calls with the firemen.
Another road traffic acciddent with someone trapped and injured please.
I wish.


Goodnight now.

It's not fair.
I don't have anyone by side, and when I do, others keep taking them away.
I thought sharing friends is a good thing, but not when they take all my friends away.
I don't mind but at least give me some space to have my own life.
You people should not bother neither with who I've been out with,
nor who I've been in contact with.
Cause it doesnt matter, as long as I'm happy.

And sometimes, losing someone who has been real close to heart, is a burden.

It has been years, yet I still can't get rid of the best person in heart.
And not matter how bad he was, he had been the best I had.
Just because of the way he respects me.
Unlike now, getting someone who respect a girl, aint easy.

And to be all alone, it kills gradually.



I'm getting back to work tonight, after a week of school.
And I'm sure work is gonna keep me reaaal occupied.
I love the way it is now, to be attached to my current working life as a student.
Cause the environment, never fails to cheer me up! 



Till next time,
Yours truly.



 

Another day of pumping a person's heart yesterday.
Life saving has never been easy...
Healthcare professional wouldn't want to do it everyday,
yet at the same time, we wouldn't want to see people die every single day.


It teaches us all about appreciating a day of life.


Since the start of work, I never liked my day 3 duty, cause it's with a different rota.
But yesterday, I felt that I should learn to be fair and get along with everyone.
Mr H jokes around now, while Ms P trust me.
And having Mr H to grab my hand to prevent me falling was something I never thought he would do.
The same for Ms P when she hugged me, to make me stabilise myself in ambulance.
I felt the teamwork then,very much.

While with a staff sergeant of mine, his compliment just made me work better.
Trusting me to manage a patient,is not something a senior would have in you in a short period of time.
While my own medic, has been real helpful with the things I need duriing calls.
Now, I need to buck up and push my theory.
Motivates me more when a warrant officer said, 'your theory must be good'.
 

Nothing in life seems easy.

You want it, you work for it.

Hi.

I'm having another two days off after only one night duty.
How awesome the beginning of a paramedic life can be.
Yeaaaah, beginning only eh. Lol.


Like I've said, last nigh was on duty, with SSGT Anna, CPL Hafeez & LCP Asri.
I began work knowing a very awesome NSF medic who was extremely nice,Asri is his name.
1st call was already a standby case.
And yeah,throughout the night, the fire post phone kept ringing.
It was always a call for the ambulance & amazingly, firemen had 1 call last night.
A very rare one I can say.
 

Oh yeah! Did I say that I brought a packet of skittles for supper during duty?
Yes I did, but it was eaten by the boys, leaving me with only 1/4 of it. Annoying eh?
But well, without their annoying-ness, night duty can be a killer. Haha.
And Hafeez, my ambulance driver, he rocks!

Ended my duty with the last call at 7am,said was case of fall.
oh yeah. the call was really a wake up call !
Summaries, 1st & last call was a standby case.
From being super sleepy, I was so alert & awake yet being so untidy with my messy hair.
Had a few classmates @ nuh emergency department,
Discuss with them about the case I sent & yeaaaaaah....
back to station & home sweeeet home. :D

While mentor had to stay back, finish up her paperwork..
Medic had to top up stocks, and driver had to fill fuel for ambulance.
And firemen just started with drills for the day.


My night 1 at work was awesome!
Then thursday comes, I'll be doing my 3 days duty.............
LOL.





Takecare.




 

Life has been with ambulance, trauma bag, oxygen tank & lifepak machine.

2 months coming to and end.
Monday after 4pm, everything will be good.
Tuesday will be a lunch date for paramedic trainees.
Friday will be meet up session with Mentor @ Paya Lebar Fire Station.
The following week, YOG training under SAF.

A short vacation, then back to work on 14th June.
And I should love it, even though saving lives can never be easy.
Cause what I have now, is what I wanted.
Nil complains.

 

New bestbf since april 12th.
Buddy home from school. And we decided to follow each other no matter where we go.
Even when I needed the ladies urgently, and having to queue up for long,
he waited outside without complains.
To ask whether I'm fine each time I complain of pain, is caring enough.
What else must I ask for?

Life has been good with having someone who can always make you laugh.
My stress free person, he is.


Studying tomorrow, mugging left with 3 days.
I have to make it my best as it's the only theory test I'll have for the course.
Wait for tuesday, and we'll go have buffet !
Loving my classmates more!


Goodnight.